episode 13 - gettin started a new dae....

started skewl lyke usual.....same o-so-boring dae fer me....feelin tired lyke wanna slip at the pavement....haha.....i cant wait fer diz fridae.....haha.....goes 2 skewl.....at last....my maths im improving n gainin bck my xperience in maths.....at least sumtin im gainin bck.....nutinkk better 2 do....hmm.....

life goes on as usual.....feelin single all alone....at least my allies was in past has gone bck 2 frens.....dats gd tink....n my ex saw me wen i was goin 2 skewl.....i was wonderin frm where did she me???hmm....dats e question...haha.....im turnin frm worse 2 better person.....haiz...all e chaos has gttn me veri irritated....haiz....y sey.....

met new frens diz few daes....added new frens....tok wif new frens......stressin up wif my studies.....gt 10 more wks 2 go through my prelims n N lvl.....hahakz......nvm.....im readi fer anitin now....even i changed my schedule in sleepin...haha....onli durin recess tyme i sleep in class.....den e whole dae did nt slip...haha....nvr eat also cn survive sey...haha......ok2...dats all.....

bye.....

ilyas.....
waitin fer sumone......

episode 12 - feelin fresh lyke a single again....

hey folks....diz is a new post coz i've posted fer a few daes....haha.....kk...let me c.....diz few daes im been bz n stress abt tinks....n i hope diz tyme is fer doin my post....hehe....let me c....being single is quite fun though....no one cn disturb....no one cn find me.....no one cn msg or col wen u're sleepin......hehe.....

its lyke freedom without sumone controllin u everityme n even wen ure wif anibodi.....i wonder y......y ppl search fer me fer no rezen...haiz.....im nt a important person sey.....juz makin tyme fer ppl n spendin tyme wif my love ones...hehe.....hmmm.....i have diz feelin dat sumbodi's is tryin 2 come out...bt i wonder hu......i hope i will find out soon enough...hehe.....bt e bez tink i cn b wif anione.....haha.....i don realli mind if others don bother me coz my attitude change or wad...hehe......deletin sumone or ure realli angry wif sumone.....juz let it go n tell e truth 2 dat sumone n nt juz keep inside without feelin ani pressure or depress.....its felt relax u noe dat......

juz now i was realli2 anxious goin 2 jurong....haha....bt wasted....my 'fren'.....cant go out sey...haha....my 'fren' said she cant go out 2dae...haiz.....her cuz is repairin her comp....at least i cn b pissed...haha...bt nt la.....she's my 'fren'.....bt she said dat her fren is willin 2 go out....bt i said i don wanna....if she have is much better...haha....i wonder how my x is goin without me....hehe....i hope she'll be more merrier den as could be......i hope she cn come 2 yishun.....haha......hope so.....

kk dats all fer my post......im goin 2 wonder off sumwhere else....haha....

ilyas is waitin......

episode 11 - reflections

now......let me c.... dat dae gt pay my fine......at last....same as everibodi else....pay $30......n my adek angkat paid $30......n warn her so dat nt 2 do again....haha....sedih sey.....n me....i will do it again......juz releks chill in my single's life....n guess wad.....im happie wen i broke up wif her....coz she didn't appreciate me....wahahahha......yes.....if ure readin diz....U LEAD MY LIFE 2 A MISERABLE WAE DAT I HAVE NT WAN......haiz....feelin happi.....if i make a choice in everione's life....haiz.....n wish i cn turn bck tyme n correct my mistakes.....hehe....n i wish i nvr met shiqin......n other else....so dat my relationship life...will b no one lyke my brother's....i respect him alot even he did tinks stupid wif me n end me in e wrong......

n now.......hearin e song From Yesterdae frm 30 seconds 2 mars....veri nice song 2 hear....veri memorable.......n btw i cn live w/o my frens......at least i have my cuzzies 2 help me wae through success.......

k dats all i wanna sae....blank fer a moment.....hahakz.....

byes......
ilyas.....hated her so muchiess...:)

episode 10 - juz started a chaos.....

ok.....nvr update much.....hehe......juz a few daes....gt e letter of warnin bcoz caught smokin....haiz...i juz didnt done it.....f**k police....haiz...ltr waitin fer 2nd letter...btw its my 1st tyme....hehe...i will gettin $30....den my adek angkat is so panic dat she would had 2 pay $300....haiz.....im so worried abt her sey....im gonna help 2 find e money 2 pay her fine.....haiz....she nvr smoke den she kena....all bcoz of my stupid mouth....haiz.....

now im gonna change....n mayB n juz mayB i will gt sumone realli much alike me....hehe......i hope la....coz i tot my ex she was saying brake lyke break...haiz....den gt sick.....diz past few daes im nt feelin well coz slept late nitez studyin....juz wanna pass my N lvl....hhee........

kk dats all fer now n then....hehe.....

ilyas.....Dearest Memory n An April Rain....

Episode 9 - An April Rain has juz began!!!

juz gt a new band named An April Rain....quite touching also....haha....playing e genre of post-hardcore.....btw EMOS r such a poser.....where's e originalty......ok2.....i n her r done playin mind games.....wad she did 2 me was wrong.....haiz....i didnt said wad i juz said dat dae.....she was e 1......haiz...wads diz.....WTF!!!......y did u do diz 2 me.....i sacrifice all my tyme juz 2 b wif u.....bloody hell......n now i cant slip well coz of her......shitz......y dere's love within has so much pain n bad lucks in e end.....haiz......am i realli do nt deserve 2 b in love?????am i??......n now im realli goin 2 fade of most ppl.....cant b seen.....bt cn b heard......i hate dat.....y must me?????haiz......n now im keepin it 2 myself so dat ppl couldnt get 2 me at all.......

kk

dats all.....

Episode 8 - i knew e dae would come.....

here i am sittin in diz computer typin diz blog thingy.....n stuff....2dae skewl juz went crazy......n I.....doin e same tinkk.....sleepin in class....feelin sick.....2morrow exams.....better study......haiz.....well nt quite readi....i hope i pass with flying kalers.....hehe.....nd continue lyfe as usual......kinda stress n depress....haiz....lyke killin myself fer a living.....sumtymes i took lyfe veri simple....don wanna make trouble....bt i took advantage of it.....am I goin 2 change e wae of liyfe lyke my aunt saes......????....dats e choice im gonna make.....i hope i cn make it 2 e end of my enjoyin lyfe being a student.......i hope it gets......nt in as dyin bt in sufferin lyfe lyke b4........cn I?????

Episode 7 - happie 1st mnth!!!

let me c....fer 2dae.....woke up abt 6++....donnoe la.....coz i noe dat 2dae is me n her's 1st mnth anniversary......e school went out 2 b juz great....nt mani ppl came 2 skewl due 2 'NAPHA CRAMPS'....haha......i gt it toO....veri painful......den recess till e end of skewl i slept....veri sleepy ahk....hehe......

den went mosque fer important praying.....hehe....untill 2+.....went bck......releks fer awhile....2 wait fer e tyme goes by....hehe.....den i played comp.....hehe....den goin 2 6 pm...i went down...den planned 2 buy her a drink...i noe wads her fav drink...hehe.....i bought her dat....n kept it behind my bck.....den i waited till she came....i sat down n tink....den i knew she was goin 2 surprise me....she realli close 2 gt me surprise...hehe......bt i had this feelingz dat her bez fren will took her away frm me....haiz....i hope nt ahk.....hmm......den we sat down.......she sat toO far frm me sey....hehe.....den i scared 2 look at her face...hehe....i knew she is veri thirsty...hehe....luckyli i bought her a drink....hehe.....den we sat chat.....den once she wantin 2 go home.....i was veri lazy sey...haiz....bt nvm.....we walked 2gether2....hehe......till e lift of my cuz's house lift.....we went up 2gether....den near 2 12 floor.....she gave me a necklace which has her name on it....veri nice 2...hehe.....i appreciate e gift.....THANKS DARLINK!!!she kissed me in e cheeks den i kissed her on e lips hehe.....cant let my xpression out ahk....veri paisey ahk...haha.....den gt home.....my cuz still playin wif e comp....my turn 2 play e comp...hehe......den till nyte i went 2 fetch my kesygan mum...hehe......went home 2gether.....den nd 2 go bck 2 my cuz house 2 do HW......gt home...continued my HW...haiz......den i played my comp bck....I HATE PPL CALLED JANTAN!!! it realli hurts realli deep......haiz....nd 2 bear e pain........i knew bck.....dat everi islam nd 2 hv patience 2 succeed.....i did dat.....haiz...den corrected my mistake......den continued bck.....i wearin e necklace she gave 2 me....i promise her dat i wont take it off.....hehe....

kk dats all of my stories........
bye....
[I]lya[S]hiQi[N].....
happie 1st month anniversary......
ILY....

Episode 6 - thursdae.....050707

hmm....2dae skewl starts as usual....juz now woke up abt 6.30....bt lucky me....gt in skewl on tyme as per usual....juz wonderin wad would b up next...haha.....den bla3....b4 skewl ends....gt photo taken 4 e graduatin students nex yr....hehes....veri funnie ahk my hair...haha....den went bck as quickly as possible....den gt bck...quickly changed fer NAPHA....hate dat....bt nt lucky enough 2 pass all....wahahhaha....mayB gt bronze or silver...donnoe la.....

den after dat....went home no one is around...hehe....i went 2 my bedroom....bath...den all came.....after i shower...i ate den play comp...haha.....at nyte abt 7+....i went down 2 play badminton.....den we releks....den my bro wanna go bck....den i said ok ahk.....hehe....after dat.....went 2 my home at my mkcik's crib....do hw.....den after dat ate again...den play game....guess wad.....i beat all e highscore....haha.....yea!!!fer me....haha....den after dat...online fer awhile.....typin my bloggie coz i havent update it...hehehs.....den nt long enough im goin 2 slip......kk dats all fer 2dae......

byes.....
[I]lya[S]hiQi[N]

episode 5 - 3rd July....

2dae skewl wad kinda sleepy....haha.....
started skewl as usual....
woke up around 5+....my aunt woke up ferr me while she is goin fer werk...
den i said 2 her dat i usualli woke up around 6...haha...
den i slip bck...
my kakak sedare mornin col me....den nd 2 wake up n pick it up....
while i was goin 2 bed bck....
my mom called me.....(im stayin at my aunt's house....)
den i woke up as usual.....
den i plan 2 slip bck....den i changed my mind 2 bath ahk...haha....

i bath....den i go 2 kitchen 2 find food fer breakfast....
den i ate after i gt readi....
den i checked e tyme it was realli2 early 2 go 2 skewl....
i went 2 skewl at abt 6.35.....
i didnt mit my fren.....i juz go ahead w/o dem....
den wen i was walkin 2werds 2 my nearby bus stop....i alwaes wonder wad she bought fer me....???
den i juz carry on wif my journey.....
skewl tyme....
i donnoe y i am alwaes sleepy 2werds e whole dae.....i am realli2 sleepy...haiz....
den after skewl.....went home quickly.....
i bath again....
siap2 went 2 give my fren's guitar bck....
den my consider fren....told me dat y i didnt go bck wif e others.....
i juz told her dat i didnt c dem.....haha.....padehal2....haha.....
den i went home......
gt bck....my bro came...den i kena lecture wif my aunt....haiz....
terpkse ahk...den i understood wad dey meant.....

n now....im tryin 2 save my money 2 buy a prepaid card.....haha....
ade jgak hp utk sementara jek.......
kk
dats all onli......

[I]lya[S]hiQi[N].....
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