episode 17 - gettin restin....

hey......quite a long tyme i have nt update my bloggie......quite nt feelin myself lately....donnoe y.....haiz.....prelims over readi....waitin fer N lvls.....nt scared abt it....juz nd tyme 2 study.....feelin depressed....haiz.....feelin down....bt alot of tymes.....all of a sudden went crazy.....haha...siow....

hearin Bleedin Mascara.....by Atreyu....doesnt noe wad they meant by singin dat song.....hmmm.....
lettin one go does feel hurt n regrettin.....
met a new fren....
sumtymes e behaviour of hym is lyke me....haha......
so much accidents....even blamers lyke me hav nutinkk 2 do wif anitin.....
donnoe y.....haiz.....sickenin of my stupid dumb2 adek......hated fer 15 yrs.......lyke wanna kill.....he nvr make my lyfe so wonderful.....
it makes my lyfe more miserable.....haiz......
nutinkk much 2 do....have free tyme....update blog onli.....2morrow c frens at earli in e mornin at 10.30 am.....wads e rush fer i donnoe y.....
kk dats all......

ilyas......
-AAR-

episode 16 - life cn b sumtymes b miserable....

sumtymes i hate my life wen sumtinks goes wrong.....i juz busted dem juz now....i said dat i went 2 toilet...n den i juz went bck home w/o tellin dem....i was juz cant lose my anger....need 2 b patience....i juz fcukin in e bad mood....haiz.....i juz came bck.....den leks fer a moment....luckily none ask me y wif e long face....hmmm....let e stress go away.....

kk gtg....nd 2 rest.......bye....

ilyasss....

episode 15 - 09 n 10 Aug....

on e 9th of August.....

went out wif my frens n her....hehe....

meet dem at Jurong....i tink i reached dere too early....haha....

reached dere at abt 1.30.....waited abt 1 hr....dat was 2.30....

dey reached...cross inside e MRT....n meet dem....haha.....i was suppose e wear black nt white....haha...

bt my brother wearin my fav t....oh man....den meet their brothers at City Hall....wow...so packed....den went eatin n stuff.....den saw firewerks den go bck...haha....n hav a great tyme wif dem.....

on e 10th August...went out wif my auntie.....2 her house of coz....

smokin some buds....

sms'ing her.....

singin all along....

eatin....

tak care of e baby....

den went bck....haha....

its simple though even i took one of e pics...haha.....

i upload at my frenster...if hv tyme....

comment it k.....

plz....

nice comments.....

here's e picture.....

nice???haha.....

dats all...bye2...

ilyas hearts sumone....

episode 14 - an xciting nite....

ok here it goes.....on e dae itself.....i was abit jealous abt my ex dat had juz broken up fer misunderstandin...
haiz.....donnoe wad 2 sae la..... u c it fer urself.....hmm....
den i chat wif my frens......col my fren in Jurong.....doin nutinkk....
den my classmate name Hidayat....asked me whether i cn chill around wif him n his frens.....so...
i said dat i cn.....den he said dat he will cum down 2 yishun later after his father massage his hand....
dat was Taufiq.....dat his father massagin him....haiz.....
i said ok....as long don b late.....
so i waited n waited.....
e tyme was 12.55.....
still did nt turn up.....so i called dem nvr answer....
so i continue playing my comp....
den at 2.45....
dey called my aunt's home.....
i answered.....i told dem wad took dem so long....
dey said dat dei were pumpin their tyres.....
so i took 3 of my cigarettes....n go down wif my stuff.....hehe....n standard...snowcap....haha..
i love wearin my snowcap.....:D.....
went down.....greet dem wif respect....as long as i noe.....im new 2 dem ahk....coz i have nt in my life....goin out at late nights.....hehe.....den we sit down....enjoying e wind blowing 2werds us....hehe....den b4 dat i didnt noe dat Iskandar was followin dem 2....hehe....so we juz chillin as e same tyme we tok as usual ahk...hehe...nvr make noise.....2 of e 5 0's came 2 petrollin e nyte....i was lyke shit....den my fren was chillin lyke nutinkk sey...haha...den he said 2 me....leks la...tkde pape ler...kite tk uat pape jek pe....haha....btw simpan kau nye rokok btol2...nnt tkt dorg nmpk...dats wad he said....hehe...so i took his advice n done it...den we go various places 2 go around cycling fer e nyte...den we enjoy e nyte w/o no fights or etc....haha....veri enjoyin ride wif my frens....nex tyme wen i am goin 2 buy a new bike....i tell dem....hehe.....their bikes...lyke WOW!....veri nice....till cant sae anitin...haiz...hehe....
ok2 dats all......
ltr goin out 2 penin n esplanade sittin around...hehe....

chiows.....
ilyas hearts sumone.....