episode 23 - tiring dae....

k here it goes...well in e mornin i didnt wake fer mornin eatings....haiz...feelin more weaker...den 2morrow nd 2 go 2 werk....URGHHHHH!!!!!!!! leceh nye....haiz...i need 2 werk...whether it is tirin or nt...bt i noe dat it is fer e sake of my pay n others so is she....save money dokz...haha....i wanna 2 buy new kurung ler...haha....wanna buy light blue...haha...my aunt bought fer me brown...lyke my skin tone...haha..nvm...still i love dem...haha....everi single dae i mizz my frens sey...n even her...haha...i love her so much...bt sad..she cant go out dat much...nvm...i still wanna sacrifice fer e soul of my fatherhood...haha....

as a man....i will do anitin fer her...n in my hart n my mouth...n even my body dat i promised myself nt 2 lie...neither cheated nor lie 2 her...fer e sake of my onli one......diz will b my last one...n i will nt choose other again...or else...i will nt b goin 2 search others...let others search me...oh god...plz help me 2 strength n hope so dat i cn succeed anitin...i will keen 2 do anitin juz fer u n my ancestors....with ur powers...u cn do anitin xcept fer bad doins uh...haha....ok dats all.....

ilyas hearts you...