episode 25 - through struggle

abt struggling in life has made so terrible....some was piece of shit n it juz came irritate me alots....now it is 5th dae of ramadhan....i've been fastin e whole 5 daes of sufferin daes...well...its no biggie...coz im alreadi trained 2 b fastin b4 e fasting month....haha....

sumtymes i cn wanna waste my 16 yrs of lyfe fer no rezen...n it is no cure 2 dat....my hart is a piece of my dreadful piece in my body...it is all bcoz of my father...alwaes beat me at my back till i gt second hartbeart...i've been sufferin diz probs since dat dae i gt it....haiz...everityme nd 2 e hospital n everi check ups nd money fer juz 2 check my hart condition...dat is my dearest memory dat i had during e past tyme...i kinda miss my old frens dat been wif me fer so long...n now they r gone juz lyke dat...i have a new mission now...2 wait fer everibodi 2 settle...n we go as one...with her of coz...haha....

k dats all fer 2dae....

ilyas loves you.....