episode 43 - it all started lyke this

When i before started all this misunderstooding and some challenges in life;
there always be some difficulty in conquering and independence.

There's people saying that" There's a will; There's a way".
I should think what i should said, what should i react; and what should i do?
In life there's lying and telling truth, which most of them are can't be trusted.
Its just up to you whether you want to trust or not?
Its a question where most people asked.

In life, there's fair and unfair.
Whether u have luck or not.
Life is also a game, whether you win or not,
you did your best.

Well I.
Its a complicated story and even worse can say of life.
To tell you the truth its like a drama.
I faces a lots of challenges, including others.
This time i faced financial tightness, friends, family and even girlfriend.
Even though im big enough to think,
my father still punished with his bare hands.
He said that I LIED, IM STUPID EVEN I'M MORE THAN A BARBARIAN EVEN A WANKER.
I recall back. Did i do that things?
Am I became more worse?
What did i turn into?
Where is all my promises & normal behaviour?
What am i became to be?
Does this make me happy? Does this makes me more famous?

I prefer i deserve in hospital lying in pain than sitting here doing my blog.
I deserve the pain, i deserve the blood and scars.
i deserve everything that i did.

Thanks to all; i've finally open my eyes & see whats going on.
To This Very Day; i promise to myself to be more be careful and take things not too lightly.


So Long and Good Night. :]

episode 42 - HO HO HOLIDAES!

Well, last week is both Secondary and Primary skewl holidaes.
its alreadi the best of them.
haha.
for me?
haha. im finding a job now. and trying to aim the full time. Or mayB im goin to NS.
I hope.
Its the better the road for me.

Okay2.
byesbyes.
i wanna sleep right now.

episode 41 - happie belated berfdae! and have a chocalatey dae! hehe

hey3!
long time since my comp was down.
sitting here alone, door wide open. :]
on 060308 was quite of boring kinda of a kind.
Well it is a start of a birthdae i think. hehe.

then on 070908..
was a great and enjoyable tyme with my familia and my gf.
guess what!
she just bought me two tees and I LOVE IT!
the design is soooooooo good.
then todae on 080308,
im goin out again,
and now its not with my family,
its with my gf and her frens.
its quite good for a 17. hehex.

im goin to sleepover at my gerlfren's house for 1 week.
i hope this tyme is the last uh.
but im not goin to do it again.

here its all ended.
so long and goodnyte.
take care folks. :]