episode 46 - chaos!!!!

hey....
long tyme never update sia.
asek2 lupe jek. haha.
sooo, here's my stories.
that tyme when i and my gf wanna go orchard to have sometyme together.
then a few while, her sis wanna go orchard but with her frens.
sooo, she decided to ask we two to follow her and have some tyme together.
soo, we agreed.
then after meeting frens here and there,
then have fun the go home.

then got this tyme i have no mood at all with my gf.
i am realli2 jealous.
after i let her contact with other guys, i felt jealous and the wae she react to me is diff now.
haiz. i contact with other girls she doesnt let me. WTF!
haiz. the i need just to give and take.
haiya, i saw few msges that hurt my feelings alot.
i am realli2 damn fed up with her sey.

haiz. i dont wanna to talk now.
even lyke just now, she saes that she wanna go out with the same guy.
but this tyme its lyke just the both of them.
sape sey tak jealous.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
ngn die wah! bkn maen lawa lagi.
ngn aku, haiz skit nye pemalas nk siap.
mcm PKM sia.
haiz. i feel lyke crying sey.
its just i feel sad and jealousy takes place.
they just the both of them.
i feel its just not lyke normal outing, its lyke a date.
gasak die uh nk buat ape.
i feel lyke dont care animore.
the more im with her, the more i feel pain in the heart.

dats all, byes.
silence, i've lost you lyke no chance for you to sae forgive me.