episode 47 - Rocky Path

sooo, so far, there's so much issues such as my parents scolding me because im not that responsible in life, my relationship with my girlfriend is also unstable because she do not have the trust in me. Its like I alreadi have problems before that i couldnt solve earlier.

I have dont have enough education, money and enjoy moments. Why I cant be lyke others lyke can accept what they are and strive in anything. I am timid, stupid, english sucks, malay are dumb in speaking. I can strive much even though i tried harder. But to you im just not trying hard enough. I am not trying hard enough. I cant strive in anything. I dont need help. I want to be alone confirm there's someone will come and comfort me. I just dont like it. There's nothing much I can do in my Crib.

Its lyke a living hell i can sae. Today I suppose to go to my friend's picnic. Lyke usual, it is alwaes been a problem. I alwaes hate it when my ezlink card fare has gone to none. No job somemore. How am i going to support myself? That's the question which im questioning myself very often. That's all i reflect on. Hoping that i can survive alone without anione's help.