episode 59 - quiz!

Tagged by: Sweetness. :]

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
- marrying with gf
- have lots and lots of money
- successful :]

Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?
- yeah quite alot. haha

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
- not really but some have. :]

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
- Yes of course.

Q: Do you belief in Love?
- Like durhh till Tazzy came around. :]

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Till the day that i can see her at heaven. :]

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
- Just be Best Friends. :]

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
- Yeah. Money that has been coming to me these days.

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
- Not really. The First time only. :]

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- Not really. Its girlfriend only that cannot stop saying wanna to commit haha.

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
- All. Even God and Sweetness!

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
- Yeah. My girlfriend

Q: Are you happy with your life?
- Not till i get the 5 grade income that i wanna to achieve.

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
- Yes i will give my whole universe to her. :]

Q: What type of friends do you like?
- any kind. well, i dont care either as long they are friendly. :]

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- yes, my mistakes and my income.

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
- her cute face and the way she dresses. I still remembers the way gf wears!

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
- Just keep quiet and leave her behind my dreams and i will not consider her as my ex. :]

episode 58 - modern age life sengkets!

mendak ke pers kalau takde income?
merepek siot government.
aku da sengket.
haiz.
nak buat closed appointment skit nyer susah.
macam cheebai. haiz.
fought with girlfriend, msn macam soyal.
makin merepek nampak nye dunia nie.
asal time aku tengah hidup senang orang yang buat kan aku susah.
haiz.

then lagi satu pulak.
yang ni tania siape siot?
kalau bukan shiqin, then siape siot nak disguise.
seriously speaking... siape siot tania?
aku da malas nak hidup gini punye care siot.
macam sial.
nak dapat kan duit macam nak dapat kan degree sial.
haiz.

episode 57 - my first appointment!

hey! i got my first appointment already.
i was scared and terrified initially.
didnt closed a deal.
i hope the next coming appointment i will uh.
haha.
oh please at least closed as many as possible.
haha.
i wanna make money sial!

okay. now chatting with cuteness.
so sweet and cuter than before
haha.
than life going well again like as in back on track i suppose.
haha.
sleepy like usual
like i get only 12 hours to sleep right now. *yaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnn*
so sleepy siol.
haiz.
btw.
i love and miss you cuteness :]

TazzEeyas

episode 56 - outing!

returning to my oldies back.
sooo, having fun with cuteness just now. haha.
and btw, i am shocked that he's bringing nonok and konek to her mother's wedding!
oh hell no you cant be kidding me.

haiz. what to do.
orang da ajak
sooo, i will not be there for so long for sure.
haha.
and so far so good. we snog like usual. haha.
that's was the best doing it with her. haha.
not as in needing that just to see you.
i love to see you smile always. :]
and dont ever talk about committing suicide okay baby?
or i will give you to hear suicide silence!
haha.
kidding2 only

anyways.
to tania,
im telling you stop making mind games with me and seriously i hate it so much.
just tell who you are.
and you're not an odinary person i would meet everyday.
just tell whom you are.
and dont hide identity from me.
its killing me inside you know that.

had fun just now. sooo, tomorrow working!
yeahyeah.

byesbyes :]

episode 55 - replying to your blog tasha.

you know what.
im just dont want your love.
but i'll be your guidance through your own way.
i cant make up my mind whether to be with you or not.
you're making me sicker and sicker struggling and strangling by you.
do you know that i tried to call when im crying for hearing at your voice.
i dont want see my love ones die because of me.
i can be your friend, i can be your scandal.
but dont use me for forcing for my love to you.
that's not the way.

if you think that way,
well i dont think you should not be with me.
i cant understand why do you need to jump down just because me?
its that can end all of your problems.
even i also have the intentions to do that.
but i thought of having a change of lifestyle by having this job.
if i can make thousands of thousands of money, why not you?
why end your life when you have a brighter future ahead?
why?
does this stroke your mind?
please la tasha.
dont be a commit childish freak.
i hate it.
i hate when people pop up to me and say " i wanna to commit suicide just because of you."
its not the way.
i hate it soo much till you lost my feelings of having you is gone.
i didnt come on my 1st day just because of you.
and tomorrow im going to work again.
dont pressurise me can?
you're making a fool of yourself.
please.
just be more mature and think a better solution.
and you're not eating?
please lah.
you're one of fucking ex who likes to be dramatic.
hello!
you're killing me right now by killing yourself.
you lost my love already.
i dont want to be with you anymore and that's final.
but i can be with you just as be your guideline.
no buts no whatsoever.
i dont wanna hear any questions.
questions from you are not going to relpied.
thanks.

msg me when you read my blog.

episode 54 - Girlfriends sucks forever!

I am totally stressed right now.
Fought with girlfriend just now.
I hate her so much till my mind cant take it.
Even i cant take her attitude.
Why do girlfriends must be all talk no action.
Like hell.
Even worse.
Hell on the below.
Now i dont know what i am talking about.
Because i cant think a thing.
Because Stupid Girlfriend make my dreams shatter.
That one thing.
Haiz.

I cant live on like this forever sey.
When can i stand up on my 2 feet if someone keep pushing me down and
keep destroying my plans.
I hate her fucking dont know what so ever so called scandal or mataer!
macam kanina chow cheebai!
orang salam dengan hormat then tak perlu muke tak suke.
One day i sure kill that guy.
Stupid malay ass!
Like step besar jek.
Merepek.
Tapi girlfriend lagi worse.
More miserable.

Must get away as possible.
I wanna drink.
I dont care.
Heck Care.
who dares to stop me is the one going to heaven.
peace out.

episode 53 - Dinner and Dance...

today was a very tiring day for me.
you know why?
yesterday i got chalet as you know, never slept well for the last 2 days.
and today got Dinner and Dance for my Parent's Company.

The day started well. It was fun. haha.
took pictures. haha.
the ballroom was small. nothing to dance about. haha.
alot of people were there.
we played the games and enjoyed the food.
it was delicious EXCEPT for the beef part.
part of the dish is soo hard to bite. haha.

then one part of the ceremony, the indians were drunk and fight each other.
i dont know lah, but i saw everything in motion.
I WAS TERRIFIED. luckily i didnt pee on my pants. haha.
one of my parent's colleague threw a glass of beer and hit the wrong person.
then that person was bleeding. its like WOW! and somebody need help around here!
haiz. drunken people are always like this. what to do.
bygones be bygones. btw at last they were okay and they forgive each other.

at last but not least.
i love my BE-A--UUUUUUUUUUtiful baby.
i love you baby.
sweet dreams.
and tomorrow going out with her.
i hope plans going smooth. i dont wanna to fight
haiz. ego must kept inside never to let it go.

okay. update cha soon. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand here's the pictures i took with my siblings. :]

episode 52 - Costa Sands Pasir Ris

hey!
sooo damn tired during the chalet.
it was 3 days and 2 nights though.
i had fun on the first day and night.
my friend, akir was the birthday boy during 10 December!
haha. had fun SABO him. He was poured water, satay gravy and even EGGS! haha.
so funny. it was damn chaos, where it started 8 till 11 pm. Then I hate that Hidayu.
I didnt want to close to her anymore sia. like what the hell, it was a small matter when it occurs me, Irrsyad and Nazri.
And dont forget Emma.
haiz, it was damn small sia then Hidayu make it SOOOOOOOOOOO DARNNNNNNNNNNNN BIIIIIIIIG PROB!
haiz.
i wanna settle it like as in a proper settling. Well at last last day was off!





This were the pictures that we took on the second day.
It was fun and all. haha.
Went swimming as the pictures above.
Then went back same-o-same-o.
Then at night, My brother came back and GF came.
I love her sooooo MUCH!
then slept there.
Then 3rd day went back.
And now, am tired giler babi nyer..
sooo, off to sleep.
anything just type at the Cbox at my blog aites?
peace off.....[:

episode 51 - deathcore beats emo

Woke up 7 in the morning don't know why. haha
I think i'm too excited that's why.

Then at 12pm went to queenstown pasal nak beli cigarrete.
Meeting Tasha first, then went to library.
Then when on the way there, Tasha was jealous and all.
Btw Shiqin and me are just friends. Its that wrong?
Stupid ass. She was bored then what am i suppose to do.
Btw i need to sleep by after calling Tasha. Because my brother wants to use the phone to call her gf.
Then when i want to sleep, i saw this message.
Then i ask her to call me after i activate my free incoming.
Then we talk and talk. During we were talking i told her that i wanna sleep,
then she said that she was bored, so i keep talking and laughing uh.
Then when going to 4 am, my dad ask me to sleep and dont talk to phone any longer.
Then i told her that my dad told me to put down the phone.
Then i slept till 7 am.

Back to the story where we stopped.
Then we fought.
Dont want to talk about it because she made me broke my precious specs.
haiz.
Then went to city hall alone.
Then I walked and walked.
Then ate at Long John Silver alone.
Then meet my friend, Akir, ourside Long John.
Then chill and go Jamming at this Jamming studio near the Clark Quay.
Then go back chill with my brother, his friend, and my cousin.
Then go back and sleep.

That's all.
Byes.

episode 50 - she's back in my life again

Well, its a few weeks since im not with tasha. Soo, im going back to tasha. I just wanna be with tasha.
I just cant help it. I do love her and she's the only one that has been with me 1 year and goin to 2 months.
At last i can save my relationship with tasha, friends, member last night, family aaaaaaand budak2 166. Soo yeah i do love her.

Now im living in non stress right now. Yeahyeah. okay Thats all.
Going off right now.

I love you baby :]

episode 49 - the day that i knew it all.

Well i and my gf just broke up recently and it is harsh to broke up with her.
I thought that it was only the sister's friends and herself and her attitude that cant be change.
I check her blog yesterday, and found out that he was flirting with this cold blooded guy.
That guy has a girlfriend yet he trying to take her heart from me and tasha didnt dare to tell me that.
She didnt tell me everything sia. What the hell.

Im so heartbroken, dissapointed, upset, abandon and backstabbed. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
FUCK YOU TASHA! YOU'RE THE MOST DARING BITCH THAT I'VE EVER KNOWN!
THAT'S WHY YOU CLEAR YOU MESSAGES AND TRYING TO KEEP MY MESSAGES ONLY!
YOU DONT WANT ME TO SEE IJAL MESSAGES BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE ANGRY WITH YOU!
AND NOW IM ANGRY WITH YOU! YOU ARE ONE FUCKER THAT LOVES TO PLAY WITH MY HEART AND YOU'RE A IRRITATING, ANNOYING BITCH I'VE EVER KNOWN!

Why is she playing this games with me? Why do i have need to leave Shiqin in the first place? Why?!