episode 124 - online shopping.

hey friends,

went east coast yesterday.

quite bored actually with the rain at first then all out at night uh.

then after that became audience for a moment to see them skate and all.

then went back to yishun by bus,

eat and eat. hahah.

then by using jalil's lappy, and he intro me some sites for me to check out stuff that i wanted to buy in singapore,

and he said to me online are much more cheaper than singapore's price.

soo, i go check them out uh.

its really true and went all the online shopping. hahah.

set all my stuff to buy and it is below my budget,

so why not buy it right? hahah.

cant wait for my pay. hahaha.

then check this and that,

by the time i got it,

ready set go. hahaha.

okay till then,

i'll update you.

episode 123 - the fucking truth.

hey peeps.
guess what?
i just my fucking lost term truth.

this is the conversation after all that bullshit stuff on school and till this is what happen.

ilyas : since the day i broke up with you, i cant move on.

tazzy : no it's not you that who ask for break up, its me.

ilyas : i thought it was me i ask for a break up.

tazzy : i ask for it, do you remember what i told you that time?

ilyas : what is it? i dont remember quite well. i got short-term memory loss.

tazzy : kan i cakap yang i nak concentrate on my studies? remember?

ilyas : then if you said you want to concentrate on your studies, why you still have another boyfriend instead of me? i know i've done alot of mistakes and all, why dont you give a chance to love you back like we used to?

tazzy : i've given alot of chances to you already, you just dont prove to me at all.

ilyas : i gave you more chances than you gave me, i sanggup buat pape untuk you and yet this is one i've given? why wont you at least give me time for me to prove you that i still love you? why? tell me why?

tazzy : *speechless

ilyas : WHY?~

tazzy : we werent fated to each other ilyas.

ilyas : if you believe in that, i'll make the fate change. i'll escape that fate. i'll sanggup change
what is done and start from scratch from what i've done to you. please, why wont you give me another chance like what i did to you when you cried begging for my love? why?
why didnt you at least give a chance?

tazzy : past is past.

ilyas : *piss off face. anything just text me.

tazzy : okay.

what do you think in this situation? isnt she unfair? or am i unfair? tell your opinion and tag in my cbox. thanks.

episode 122 - outing on the 18 december '09

hey bloggers out there.
i went this outing after work.

and this is my 1st time went outing with my NS friends.
soo, went out and enjoy myself.
lucky my friend is treating me. soo, why not.
then when the meeting time occurs,
i found out that im only one who is malay.
i feel awkward and i watched this chinese movie. lucky got english subtitles.
hahah. but the movie is great to watch but too much special effect.

then we went to this pub after the movie.
the pub called Beaver.
its great to hang out if you're with your friends.
hahah.

then we drank chivas regal 12years old.
its nothing to me.
cause its whiskey!
hahaha.

then after went skating to AMK.
tired sia after that. then went back to yishun. hahaha.
then more tired.
then got home.
i slept the whole 2days till today.
hahaha.

soo yeah till then i'll update again.

episode 121 - new wheels, new foes.

i really hate what syafiq done to me.
he really wanna make me die on the road.
seriously.
like he's one guy which is TOTAL FUCKED UP!

then got this one time, i kicked his board like one piece of wood which is total useless board to use.
he's got no mind at all. seriously.
he go stop infront of me and somemore dont want to recover what he's fallen into.
and didnt even have to say sorry to me.
WTF?!
who do you think he is.
then he said he's not satisfy with me. what the hell is he thinking?
then he said he wanna burn my tires?
guess what?!
i told him to burn my tires and just burn all my wasted fucking $65.

bodoh nya ORIX!
i really hate him sia.
useless piece of shit homosapien.
no mind at all.
fucking one asshole.
takda duit minta orang nya rokok je.
PASAL KAU DUIT AKU HABIS KAU TAU TAK?!
PASAL KAU, KAU HABISKAN ROKOK AKU KAU TAU TAK?!
DA HABIS KAN WINNER AKU, WINSTON AKU!

APA LAGI AKU BOLEH TOLONG KAU?!
APA LAGI KAU NAK MERANA KAN AKU!
BODOH PE KAU?!
TAK ERTI NAMA ORANG IKHLAS PE?!

episode 120 - hurray for me. :)

hello everybody.
just looking forward eating addah's cupcakes and all.
hahah.

well, its a new start for me yesterday evening.
the date i started back on feet is 101209.
i hope this date will fall till i dont know where to stop.
hahah.

till then i update again.
see ya.

episode 119 - hungry

well, just now went to see addah's blog.
and i found out that she is selling cupcakes and puffs.
orang tengah lapar alehaleh ter-pergi sana.
pfft.

well, im finding for food later what,
soo, doesnt even bother me.
BUT!
my stomach is grumbling like one hardcore band is doing a concert inside already.
better need to do something about it.

till then i'll update.

episode 118 - i do have a choice.

well,
im will be sick this month.
and i hate it so much.
pfft.
i deleted my ex at facebook,
and there will be more i will be deleting.

i will delete each and every detail.
i dont want to recall each and everytime.
i will feel hurt each and everytime i see her face.
FUCK!

sigh.
where can i have a perfect one girlfriend?
that has the same age as me?
must wait i see.

till then i wait.

episode 117 - blank.

okay,
i think like no one reading my blog already.
well, i think its time for me to stop telling my stupid stories and feelings already.
it is already no use for me to tell while no one is reading.

i really miss the old times and i don't want to end like that.
really.
why there's a end in that way.

how i wish that person,
could ever return to me.
and i will promise that i will take care of her.

i think that promise will be going to the new person.
i also dont know who.
just let me see it now.
i really wanna see who really loves me alot.

till then,
will always be sick of love.

episode 116 - through struggle

in life,
yes i know that i must struggle eventhough it takes me such a harsh to get through it.
to be fact,
yesterday, one of my friends asked me about this girl that i once loved before,
then at first i was kinda speechless for awhile,
but then,
i spoke to her that nahh, its useless to wait for her though.
so what if no one likes me nor loves me.
i still have myself standing.

but till when?