episode 145 - im ending my social life here.

dear peeps,

im here to inform you that i will not be contacted neither i can go out to see you guys again.

and when you see me, just ignore, cause i may be not entertain such agreement due to stoke and hatred around the people.

for now, they win, they won the war.

but for me, this is just beginning of the fight that they will not tend to forget.

i dont care if they are big or small,

they are stupid motherfuckers that can be shot at.

to those whom are seeing this blog, please tell me,

cause im suffering from migrane, stress and emotional stress.

please do message me, and do not call.

at this number

82306307

episode 144 - fucking life fucking world

asal la aku kena gini macam?
aku nak hidup senang da tak boleh.
nak benda yang sesuatu orang marah,
nak benda yang perlu pun orang marah,
nak buat trick pun ada orang pun marah,
apa ni?

kalau kau nak semua nya marah might as well aku tak payah nak buat benda tuu kann?
buto la.
tak payah nak skate lagi uh.
waste time aku waste duit aku je.
this is the time that i quit!

thanks all and i never be the same again.

episode 143 - the 5th month festival

happy 5th monthsary to me and sar yesenia TAIB. hahah,

kidding je d. :D

anyways, there's a lot of deployment for me and yet occasions coming ahead.

there will be zayid's, siti's and miera's birthday coming up.

and there will be fasting month coming up soon enough.

that whats i don wanna hear too much.

SYOG will be going the whole month like wth.

but nevermind.

patience is all i need to overcome this month.

but too bad that next month there will be no meal allowance.

macam fuck.

pfft.

and and i dont know what to do either for next month.

hahha.

macam nak raya pakai longboard ramairamai.

lagi apa eh?

errm, ohhh yah!

second project board is coming to me anytime soon.

happy nya aku.

okay till then

aku update lagi.

happy 5th monthsary again sayang.

i love you alot la petom.

hahaha. :D

p/s: petom tu pun baru kena langgar ngan lorry, bus, taxi and car. too bad its in a bad shape for now. but all the best.

:D

episode 142 - world cup fever

hey guys!
world cup is on already. and guess what?!
the teams that actually supposingly to be winning loses.
ohh man this cant be happening.
what the fuck man.
but i hope brazil will be doing their very best to win.

and i got 38 more weeks to go till it all ends.
and i got a few more months to go for first year.
damn.
lama pe.
ni sekarang baru 3rd.
tapi its okay la.
ada juga the argues and fights here and there.
but still,
she will never fail me to make me smile and laugh again.
dia memang one joker that i can mess around.
but not to harsh on her uh.
hahah

this month baik pe.
aku takda mc.
and and aku dapat promote!
happy nya aku.
hhahaha

okay thats all for this morning.
time check 4.44am.
number baik nya siol.
hahaha

till then i update again.

p/s : kat rumah gf skg. hahaha.
and and i will always love you.
you never fail me sayang.
tamaly ma'ak!

episode 141 - fucking peeps

hello bloggers.
its been quite a while since i havent blog. :D

okay here's the thing that is always makes me fed-up.
my money still havent return to me, and one by one,
it is already fucked up.

ohh come' on guys!
not you only wanna use the money,
i also do need money.
that fucking money is what i wanna save till next month.
you think it is easy uh to borrow this amount and that amount?
then what about my expenses through out the month.

fucking fuck without any responsibilities in life.
ARGHHHH!
ahh ni, lagi satu,
KEPALA BUTO LA JUB!
KAU BUATKAN ORANG SUSAH TAU SEKARANG!
DA MAKAN DUIT AKU. LEPAS TU, NAK CURI PULA HANDPHONE ORANG!
LAGI MACAM SUNDAL!
MAK BAPAK NENEK MOYANG KAU TAK AJAR KAU MACAM NAK JADI ORANG MELAYU PE?!
BUTO NYA KELEPEH!

okay thats it.
i feel like want to shout.
but fuck it,
im sleepy.

episode 140 - outing and planning

hey guys.
im using gf's lappy. haaha.
i just wanna update my blog and some stuff.
cant wait for the reunion, and but the one that i dont wanna hear is that,
gf going to malaysia.

it is like what the hell.
hurr. hate it when it happens.
but i cant make any choices for now and just to accept it in anyway possible.

okay thats all i wanna to update about.
till then i update.

episode 139 - old times, old memories.

okay friends,
Here's the thing that keep bugging my mind about.
I just cant keep my thinking straight since the past 2 years. And now, i feel so fucked up about myself.
Why cant i do things right? Why cant i be smart and know what to do and stuff.
Im one person, that is not typical and yet likes to make friends and will always be soft spoken.
Why must i be in this way. Why?

episode 138 - idk what title to put.

hey dudes and babes,
and i think only babes. lols.
today meet gf,
woohoo!

at last, waiting for the day to meet is quite hard you know.
anything i'll update soon enough.
and guess what,
ZAYID YOU TOOK MY PANTS! AND I WANT TO WEAR IT TODAY!

episode 137 - the night.

went out with zayid, miera, sarah.
hahaha.
it was totally fun.
and there's alot to laugh about.

but it only started only at 8pm cause girlfriend got this store meeting.
soo yeah.
and then kann,
we went far east to eat.
hungry la derr.
then we went smoking and went fountain of wealth.
later that night, miera need to go home,
boohoo.
next zayid.

it all left the two of us together on this beautiful night. lols
we went keppel bay
slack and slack.
but the security sucks big time.

what he said to me is that,
"sorry the park is closed"
hahaha. lame sia. park mana boleh tutup?
step got one big cage covering the park only. haha.

but damn it i dont know where to go already.
then gf thought of going her house cause her parents were not in
even his brother,
then i said uh, anything uh.

heheh.
then after reaching,
we slack and slack.
till it was time to go already.
i went back and sleeping time is heavy.

hahah.
relax la nothing happen actually. lols.

okay then
till next time i update again.

episode 136 - the day of my friend's monthsary. :D

okay guys,
im totally bored right now
and i dont know what to write in this blogg. :D

today is atiqah's and hazwan's 1st monthsary. :D hahaha
i hope you guys last long. :D

and i cant wait to my gf.
lols.
i know its lame.

hurr.
okay till the next time
i update again. :D

episode 135 - moving out

soo guys!
i moved out already to a new home.
now im using my bro's lappy to update my blog.
sigh~
at first it is quite boring and very quiet in this place that im living.
but one by one it will be stuffed.

just now went to meet my only darling.
and her friends of course. hahaha. :D
and now i cant wait for next week and this friday.
next week tuesday it is my first month anniversary already.

wooo!
gerek dohhs.
cepat pe da one month.
kejam celik kejam celik da satu tahun.
itu tunggu la sampai hari birthday aku ke 20.
lols.
da 20 sen siol next year. :D hahah.

okay la. tengah penat ni.
besok kerja lagi. bangun pagi pula tu. hahah.

and darling darling,
i love you alot okay?
i totally sayang you. :D

episode 134 - outing with YS 13

the outing was fun.
had laughter, chilling and doing stupid things while we're on the way to
destination.
if you guys to be with us, i think you'll get panic and sometimes can go crazy over it. :D
but who cares.
still i had fun.
alot of pictures to take,
videos to shoot,
and exploring new places for longboarding.

but we celebrated Wira's birthday first.
it was havoc but not surprising though,
cause wira knew about it already.
shit happens.
and and i took the video of it. :D

i need to wait my handphone to like really charged then upload it. :D
then now im like rushing to meet my girlfriend. hahah. :D

i cant wait to my only and only one dearest. hahaha.
lols i know its lame.

okay till then i update some more. :D

episode 133 - chalett

im in the chalet right now with peeps and girlfriend.
its quite fun for the 4 of us in the room.
hahah. :D

now girlfriend is sleeping already
and i can hardly move my left hand. :)

i really love my girlfriend alot.
and and i ate alot...
hahaha.

till then
i update again okay.

P/S: baby i love you okayyys.

episode 132 - boredom boredom

today is the shit.

very bored.

and bored to death.

and guess what.

it is surprising that my gf just called me just now.

jarang siol dia nak call.

okay la its the 1st time only.

hahah.

i wanna buy new shoes.

especially those Radii shoes.

urghhhh!

but too bad i dont money to buy those after paying this and that.

pfft~

and i cant wait to sabo gf's birthday. hahah. :D

episode 131 - i got the best birthday present.

for my birthday,

okay la it is quite fun uh.

i got to have fun,

and almost killed.

but but, luckily i was saved by someone.

my future supervisor. haha.

then i ate and ate,

the food is nice,

after eating,

thats where the alcohol starts to build up. hahah.

first the bacardi,

then the chivas,

i think by that time

im already gone. hahah.

and and for my birthday present,

i got a keychain, and a girlfriend whom willing to be mine.

hahah

the best one is my girlfriend la of course.

lol.

okay then,

i update again, sooner or later.

episode 130 - life and times.

hey peeps.

its been long time never update blog.
was busy working and skating.
birthday coming and i dont know what to expect. hahah.

okay here's the weird thing that happened to me already.
its been 3 straight days that i've been dreaming about my ex.
i dont know why and i just cant understand why.
i miss her and yeah,
and doesnt mean that i need to dream about it.
pfft.
why must it be this way.
i dont want to suffer in this manner.
how long does i need to suffer like this?
ohh gosh.

i dont know how long do i need to stand this pain, fustration, depression and etc.
its been 8months that im suffering from this.
let this be an end.
please let me live in peace.

episode 129 - planning.

i dont know whom to go out with on this Valentine's day.

pfft!

want to ask a girl out pun leceh.

ni la tu la.

actually im planning to date them, then if they were to say yes on me.

i will be asking her whether she would be my gf or not.

hahah. but im not sure leh...

sigh. we'll see on the day itself.

episode 128 - longboard baru.

i tried out all the things i need to do when i got a longboard.

it is really great.

i like it alot.

except for the bowl,

at the skate park.

i fell here and there.

its painful.

hahah.

but who cares.

i like.

i enjoy when the old peeps come back for skate with me.

its really the fun time when enjoying with them. :)

till then i will find a new partner for me to feel complete.

:)

ilyas adams no more.

now ilyas silverfin.

episode 127 - having fun

my comp broke down and i feel like fucked up.
soo yeah and bla bla bla.

i didnt know that apek nizam is blogging right now.
i dont wanna know what he's thinking right now.
and right now i feel so fucking bored.
i deleted my tagged.

and i bought my new set of deck.
im happy with it and i like it like alot.
this saturday cant wait.
woohoo!
hahah.
this friday got dance prac and all.

just now dzul fell down near the junction between Heerens and the new mall opposite of it.
its a classic i tell you.

till then i'll update again.

episode 126 - 9/1/2010

im really bored right now.

i dont know what to do.

sigh.

later going to ECP with they all. hahah.

my english sucks big time. pfft.

episode 125 - pleasure is purity.

okay, it is a very long time since i had my love life.

its very damn fucking bored right now.

soo bored and bored.

and im still a fucking 18 year old going 19 virgin.

till then i'll update again.