for better or worse, i just really need to get it right.
this is the last chance as she always do.
eventhough i dont have the capabilities yet.
i dont want to waste this chance she had given me.
i dont want to be miserable ever again.
if i do waste the chance.
i am myself to blame cause i still fucked up again.
i dont wanna start over again.
i need to get this off till im married with her.
i need to plan everything from now till when the day comes.
i need to get everything as i always wanted from the day im with her.
she's my strain of hope, faith and my pillar of my strength.
my only aim is to make sure she's happy every single time.
the warmth of her smile is the only thing that makes me going.
everytime i see her sad or frown.
i'll keep this always in my head,
KEEP HER HAPPY ALWAYS.
hopefully she will in the future.
i dont wanna see her leave my eyes ever again.
i'll set aside everything i've got just to see her smile.
every single time.
to you,
it may not be something you should think of,
but its time you need some changes,
by any way, anything or anyhow.
ilyas you really need to think straight from this very day onwards.
dont miss the opportunity she had given your for the past 2years.