Episode 174 - Another chapter

 After all the battles that I went through in life, I deserve something out of it. No matter what it takes, I feel that I can make best out of it. To last it as I can. Not due to my own desires, but my own good intentions that I needed truly. I'm gonna face a lot more new challenges in life, to see it a new angles, new perspective and maybe a whole different experience. 

I look forward for it without any grand expectations. I'm accepting in each and everything about it. I'll keep my goals and objective clear in my head. And let time will tell each and everyone. 

Episode 173 - Solitary

 In toughest times, I was questioned and doomed by it. It wasn't a picnic by having all these questioning that has been cursed by me throughout. Some are even unanswerable for myself. Even it's just life. As it is, it wasn't just there. It is more than meets the eye. 

Now the question is, am I going to worth her time? Am I going to change and pursue her everyday? Making efforts, making time, making her like as if it is my own best friend all over again?

I feel like I'm ready. My guts telling me to take it slow. I just don't know. But I'll know when we both talked.