27 December 2021

Episode 187 - Work It Out

 So basically today is really tiring that's one and the other is, for one whole shift today i gotten 27 orders in total. Pretty good for myself tho. Order after order non stop. But coming towards the end of shift, I have the feeling that i was almost fainted out. Thought of coming back home with a good meal, but then, I dont feel like eating it. Its not that I dont appreciated but there's really something wrong in my mind somewhere why I refused to eat what my mother cooked earlier. I really need to figure this out as soon as possible.


Aside from that, things to note. Gotta make everything moment worth it, at the same time not exerting my limits. Nisa also brought up about having a new line of job to offer which is Data Entry. Gotta look that up soon. As long as it pays the bills rather than pushing myself to get orders after orders. What I can do to make it better tho? Where can I actually improve more? One thing is never gonna stop, keep working myself out. The things especially consists of subconcious actions and thoughts. I saw a few improvements. At least a few but not alot. Still can be better. A lil bit more selfless towards Nisa. Agreeing and compromising things that we can do to make things better towards each other that is the first. 


That is all for today about today's summary. Keep working Ilyas, be better, control what you can control. Change where you can change.

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